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released March 5, 2017

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Track Name: Love Trust
you drink a little bit,
of water from your hands,
watch it go

you sit a little bit,
and tell me about the view of the show

and I know, that it's
all the same

how can I hold it all
just the same as yesterday?
how can I go on breathing?

you go a little farther
drift a little deeper in my head

no, go a little wider
go a little lighter
that's what my body say,
oh I said, you said, I said, you said

oh, and now, I'll let my skin trust
where it's going to
I tell it, like I know what's best

Oh I know,
I cannot know where
where's right and where's left
Oh I know that.

Where are you?
Where have I been?
Where am I going to?
Where've you been?
You've been

You're there, you're gonna take it slow, oh
Where ever, wherever you go, you're there
Where ever, wherever you go you're there
You're there

I read that on a book cover,
Wherever you go you're there

What if I want, what if I want, what if I want to fly away?
What if I'm not, what if I'm not gonna stay with me?

Oh, how sad is that?
Oh me, oh my, how sad is that?

You don't know,
You don't wanna stay with yourself,
How sad, how sad oh

How sad, how sad, how sad, how sad

I love you, I love you, I love you,
I love you, I love you, I love you,

I trust you,

I trust you,I trust you,
I trust you,I trust you,

I love you, I love you, I love you
I trust you, I trust you, I trust you

It's all I have,
It's all I have,
It's all I know, It's all I trust, It's all I love

It's all I have
It's all I have
I'm all I have
Track Name: Better
If I could give you a better heart to heave you know I would
If I could give you a softer song to seethe you know that I would
And we'd be dancing and, you'd be free from the falls
And I'd feel better and you'd feel nothing, feel nothing at all

So hold this habit like you need it
Twist your torso til you can feel this
Oh, I know you're not falling apart
Oh, I'm so good at falling apart

And I know better, I know better,
I know better, I know better,
I know better, I know better,
Than this

If I could drink from the river, I'd love to love to quench your thirst
If I could hold this head up well, maybe then I'd have left you first
But I know better than to wish on dying stars
And you know better than to dance on broken hearts

Dance all over my heart,
My heart

So hold this habit like you need it
Twist your torso til you can feel this
Oh, I know you're not falling apart
Oh, I'm so good at falling apart

And I know better, I know better,
I know better, I know better,
I know better, I know better,
Than this

I know better
Than this
I know better
Than all of this
Than all of this
Than all of this
Than all of this, this, this.
Track Name: Clumsy Now
Take a deep breath
Hold it deep down
feel it in my teeth
feel it in my brow

let go wide
let it smile
feel it deep down
feel it deep down

my fingers are clumsy now
my fingers are so clumsy now
my fingers are clumsy now
and I smile, I smile

my fingers are clumsy now
my fingers are clumsy now
and I smile, around, let it smile around

feel it in my shoulders
feel it in my toes
feel it in my rose
feel it in my nose

let go, let go, let go,
those mistakes I made,
let go, let go,
oh it's okay
let go, let go,
just laugh it off,
laugh it off
cry it off, cry it off

feel it in my toes,
watch it grow watch it shrink watch it go
I feel it in my toes
well, it'll be okay

it'll be okay

my fingers are clumsy now
my fingers are clumsy now
I see them
my fingers are clumsy now
and it's okay, it's okay
it's okay oh it's okay